Lolii desu ~

Feeling sweet and scrumptious inside.

the uncomfortable feeling is gone.

Feeling like a no.1 in your heart <3

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The Holidays

Hoo hoo !!

mom says i can finally learn music !!

YAY !

this means a lot to me !!

i failed my grade 1... (yea i noe it is embarassing) during 5.

so. i quit music at 5.

but because as time passes and i grew up and i heard lots and lots of nice music. and i think they can be better wif piano.

so i planned my holiday to be the PERFECT MUSIC hols.

and guess wad? it finally happened.

=DD

Mom was.... well. quite strict. but i can get over it,

I can learn guitar too !!

FENDER !! woahhh !!!! *0*

Looks

Looks, are important to everyone.
Including to me.
It means a lot to me
I can't accept people saying that i m ugly?
LOL.
Well. coz i really ... really had a expectation on my looks.
People say i m pretty or cute or wadever.
but because of someone saying i m ugly.
my mood turned UPSIDE DOWN and cant really get back to
HAPPY MODE again.
I wonder why.

After that, a friend told me,

As long as we are not RETARTED people.
SO although i may look ugly, but. ican cherish life.
i CAN.

=) i learnt something valuable today, thanks, VANICE.

with love,
rockstar yee
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It's raining and raining

R.A.I.N
it feels insecure when it's raining.
it feels like the heavenly gods are crying over something tragic.
the feeling of a rain gives me happiness, but i heard that most
DRAMAS, happens during rains.
there will always be a rainbow after the rain.

wonder why it's called RAINBOW?
coz. it has 7 ALPHABETS.... which is according to the 7 colours in the rainbow.
i think each color signifies each special and unique meanings.

Yesterday, i dreamt a special dream.
it's a dream about FINDING THE SPECIAL RAINBOW.
and. i dreamt i found a big FLAGGING SPLASHING rainbow.
it's so UNIQUE.
it keeps flashing in my mind.

then i know why God gave me this dream.
God wants me to know, there's always a DIM LIGHT at the end of every depression.

i chase my dreams,
i faced enough fear,
i suffered enough pain,
i cherished a lot and more to cherish,
i smiled,
i cried,
i dodged....

my journey, starts here.


with love,
rockstar yee.

playing stupid is the best idea

I am not stupid
I dont' understand what are you saying
any ideas?

Surprises come when u LEAST expect them to.
but when,., u really expect them to come, the tend to give u ... disappointing smiles.

:(

Far AWAY FROM HOME - groove coverage

hey i found this cool song.

I'm loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so....
I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.
In my dreams I am not so far away from home,
What am I in a world so far away from home,
All my life all the time so far away from home,
Without you I will be so far away from home.
If we could make it through the darkest Night we'd have a brighter day.
the world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.
I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find its time.
I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine.
home,Without you I will be so far away from home....

It's called FAR AWAY FROM HOME frm GROOVE COVERAGE.
if u want the song, u can email me.
venetiawong@hotmail.com

with love,
rockstar. yee

question

Hey
holidays are still so boring.
i hate it to be so boring,
well.
guess what.
the person i like actually... gave me a hint?
well i m not sure whether ... does he like me?
that's always a question i cant answer. everything is usual today.
my mom forced me to clean up my wadrobe, which is filled with
shirts, tubes, singlets, socks, and etc etc.
*you know wad*
i dont know. but i can feel the stars shining and i am crazy enough to miss u !


to all bloggers out there ,

how does it feel to be in love??
i dont know.

with love,

rockstar yee. venetia.

Silence.

I dont really want to receive anything from you.

Including the gift.

The gift that makes me wanna think bout things i 've lost.

I knew once something is LOST, will never be gain back anymore.

I dont want to make something terrible like this.

I wonder.

On the Ride

We don't have to try
To think the same thoughts
We just have a way
Of knowing everything's gonna be ok
We'll laugh 'til we cry
Read each others minds
Live with a smile
Make it all worthwhile
Make it all worthwhile
Life has moments hard to describe
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on
Always knowing we're gonna be fine
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain were on
The feeling so clear
And it's crazy up here
Life is amazing with you on the ride
We don't wanna sleep
Just wanna stay up
There's so much to say
And not enough hours in the day

Tired Day

WALAU EH

muahahahhahahahahaha

Anyways, today really is a busy busy day.

coz i work for the SPBT CLUB.

um, SPBT means. books la

haha

i dunno how to explain in the looooong malay word.

At first, i wonder why i joined this club.

well. i thought its just an additional club to my fellow clubs i joined so, i simply signed up.

WHO KNOWS.

It's actually tiring, seriuosly. but we managed to work it all out.

PLUS, the books are so... HUGE AND LOTS OF THEM !!

If i am not mistaken, 156 per subject.

and we got 11 subs !!

156 x 11 = disaster for 6 people.

(you go do the counting ) psps ;x

Me, and my friends, chea yuen, yan qing, and some i forgotten their names were

SHOCKED to see >>>>>>>>>

WELL. NOT THAT MUCH

but. it's quite a half of that.

haha. shocked huh??

hmm hmm we GIRLS could actually do something like that.

U know, chea yuen sweated alot than the 6 of us !

we were like taking books like maniacs. each pile could weigh up a..... 5 kg?

to make work a LOT EASIER .... we tried a lot of ideas

1. each person take 2 piles. (10kg) my hand !

2. stand in a row by row.... pass down the books in a "systematic" way

3. put a big big long wood to let the books slide down

Idea 3 could have worked. and less ppl will sweat. but we all got sweat. and the WOOD..... is not long and steady enough. TT^TT

from 4.30----- 6.30 imagine that !

but we couldnt manage to do that all by OURSELVES.

Miss LiLi Lim called upon the STUDENT BODY to help us all.

SO, in the end, we were like standing in book heaven with lots of people helping us along. haha thanks !! K1I !!!

hahah without them. i m still in school helping the books.

with those ppl helping, we work more faster

=DDD CHEESE !! thanks guys !!!

funny feeling

TESTS ARE GONE !
GONE !
GONE !
GONE !

xxx: not over.

yea. i noe. it's not over FOREVER
'
Although its over. But i think it's SUPER BORING these days. i cant do anything at home,

besides, MSN.... FRIENDSTER (deleted) BLOGGER.....
i noe there are videos out there.
bt i couldnt possibly stick to the comp all the TIME

Lately, i've been watching this new anime- shugo chara.
well. its' hilarious.
hahahaha

GAG !

but. THIS IS NOT WHAT I PLANNED FOR THE HOLIDAY !

Remember my 2nd post??
lalala future ahead?

inside that post, i am really happy haiving someting fun.
but. not now.

well. my results are worse than before.

but dont worry. i am still happy =))