月亮

自古以来。
人人常常都会对着月亮想起自己的事情。。。
有些想起了家庭，
有些想起了自己的人生成就。。。
有些就想起了自己的情人。
所以。从以前到现在，月亮里面藏着了。。。
很多很多人的感情。。。
所以我觉得的。 月亮是。。。 一个美丽的圆形的心形。

day 1 day 2

its been 2 days the test moved on...
and everythings normal.
normal typical day.
no aliens flying down to hit the universe


DAY 1
and thank god i knew how to do Literature. thank god.
coz our form teacher was like keep repeating the tip which she thinks will come out.
but she kept on repeating.
so .. its not just guessing right?

so i listened to her.
GUESS WHAT
HER GUESS WAS WRONG.


goodness and the other teacher was right.
and i think that teacher wasnt speaking the truth and chosed to believe my own literature teacher.
but, hopeless...
nah i dont care now.
as long as i m happy !! =))))

AND SCIENCE.
the subject i am confident in.
paper one. i m okay with it. (objective 30 qs)
and paper 2. will be a problem,
i hate it.
i dont know the whole quest. and lost 6 marks.,
geez
and the additional 2-4 marks... then i lost 10 !
1o!
u noe 10 is a great number@!

~!@#$$$%&*^(&^*()*((&^%$@!@#$^%&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. Chinese paper one was okay.


day2 (today)

BM paper 2 is to write about malay essays.
okay la.
but it has 4 parts.
geez
so many.,
my palm got blue ink stuck to it.
ugh it happenss all the time. =S
hate it
but thats the way i write things.

scond day also same la.
nothingtypical

bye.

wad to say....

hey guys. its me again.
rockstar yee.
i've not been blogging these days, cuz... maybe i am too lazy to wrtie something.
lately, i am happy again
hah! no more sulky days

plus. i am having a flu now.
grr.
hated it.
i had sore throat too, so i need to drink RAISIN WATER.
but it's ... bittersweet?
i love chewing the raisins, cuz its soft and sweet
hee~
anyways. yoohoo holiday for me !
friday (today) no hols coz it's graduation day.

monday deepavali
yahoo to indians!

so i got two days off plus staruday and sunday.
i got more time to sleep
and of course, i have time to study for my test !

yahoo!

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Empty

We're empty. it's all gone.
i am not sure whether will she forgive me a not,
but i really do wish she can feel how i feel inside.
i mean.

how i really think about her.

the one inside.

maybe we're not meant for each other to be friends, right in the beginning,\

please, if you are reading this. i hope you can think about the memories we shared.
singing miley's songs... saying cold jokes and the phineas and ferb thing.

it really cheer me up

although i didnt talk to you now, and i am realy happy with the others, but i m still missing something.
you.


it was you.

i realy need to be strong somehow. so i need to get on my life somehow
anyways

a toast to us =)

lousy lousy ;x

great. guess wad?
i had a fight with my friend.
it's not a snathcing apple fight. it's a big one.
BIG HUGE MASSIVE. etc etc.
bt i noe everything was my fault.
cuz.... wad i have in my mind was. that she's a B plus friend. bt to think it carefully. i think she's a really good friend.
well. she really cares bout me . when i m sick and away from school, she's the one who keeps my books and calls me during the night to see whether am i alright or not.
she's really an ideal friend in my state of mind.
bt. i dont know why i reacted CHILDHISHLY, in front of her and to think about it.
i feel so stupid and useless?
so i apologized to her, noticing i was wrong.
she forgive me =D
this is not the important part.
wads happening next is only hollywood E true story.
cuz i am mad at her, and i told smthing naughty to friend A.
who knows, friend A got mad at me for some.... unlikely reasons, and told my fren.
my fren got all..... pissed off, and got mad at me.
this is big time mad. not that OH, I M MAD. not that kiind, she really is mad.

i dont even realise that until.... my other good fren, B told me that. friend A also told me that thru Msn. i was.......
SHOCKED.
really really shocked in front of the monitor.
i was. i really was ... yea. shocked.

that time, i feel so,..... empty.
it's like i lost friend A and my fren.
it's like i m unwanted.
a lousy shit. a garbage of wadever.

by that time, i called friend B... and cried eveything out.
B called me to calm down bt i cant i cant.
i just cant.
how could u calm down when someone important to you is leaving you behind?

i cried a whole lot out of my sockets.
its painful and my eyes are red and big now.
;(
anyway..... i called her and sms her lots of times.
bt she didnt answer.
she blocked me in msn.
so i am too desperate.
B tried to convince her to have a talk on a phone with me.
bt my fren was too mad and aint talkin to me.


at last. i knew if i am not geting back wif her right now.
i wont be sleeping tonight.
same as the following night, and another. and the other night.

then my dad saw me criying and asked me what happened.
i explianed it all to him.
so thats why he used his hp and call her and told her wad happened.
i explained to her and she forgive me.
=D
i still thought she wont forgive me.
i have to admit.
i said lots of hurtful words bout her. lots and nasty words.
i am a sore loser.
i dont deserve friends when i knew how bad was i.
i was the lousy cheese behind the row .



bt who knows?
she forgived me.
and..... i was really really happy and glad i didnt commit suicide in the room just now.
guess, things just turn out in a good way??

i learnt my lesson.

i really did.

sorry.
things like that wont happen again,

your friend.
venetia.

good man indeed

thanks to rohit!
i will forget everything which is bad.
=)))

late post. =.=

hey. sorry for the late posts. ;P
bt i am sure you guys will leave comments for me LATE.
haha so that's why i called it a LATE POST.
anyway i really am glad for you guys there to support me ya all'
>~<
OKAY. so. hmm today will be a typical day.
bt i really am glad to meet my friends.
i love you guys, again!
PS. LOVE YOU

my raya holidays?
still OK. bt i have to admit.
it's tough reading. i dun really like it but. it's my life.
and i got to set it right now, cuz my future is waiting for me
XDD

guess what?
i found my fave author frm odonata publishing co.
it's so.... shocking?
well. i have to admit. I LOVE YOU, XIU YIN
sorry. i cant write chinese here, cuz i had a prob with my laptop.
anyway really glad to see ur blog!!
and plus, i just read ur novel... chun chun de shou hu shen.
it's better than ji yi tian shi, no offence.
because... to me, ji yi tian shi is like... umm how could i say... it's good. bt i dont know why i prefer miracles and magic stuff frm chun chun de shou hu shen.
haha
bt ji yi tian shi really let me cry out when i read the grandfather part there.
good job !

oh yeah, about ur books.
umm.... i am trying to buy the latest. yue liang cheng. and xu you bin's um... wad's that again? i cant recall.
bt i love ur books and his ! ^^
clap clap for you!
i m trying really hard to write a story. and i worked hard since last year. because my uncle bought me both of ur books, and it gives me the ... push to write stories.
i like stories, especially fairy tales and stuff.
i wrote one, which is published by the PENANG CHINESE TOWN HALL.
it is a competition. wo de gu shi shu. it was selected and published.
the title is SHUN ZHAO CAI HONG JI. and my name. HUANG XIN YU.
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it's a good start for me
the story includes a girl found a guy called ZI THONG which is purple.
she happens to know that zi thong is actually a color from a rainbow fallen from the sky.
and she helped zhi thung to find his family in the sky.
along the journey, there are lots of twists and turns.
hope u read it yourself!
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hhehe
i hope u can see this post and like it.

true colours with life

thanks to simonez. i tot of sumthing i wanna write ><
life is wonderful.like i said.
life really is like a rainbow.
cherish it! =)=)
hahahahahahhaha

i think....
rainbow colours resembles my life.
no single colour. no one resembles one colour. no one.
when u are angry, u r red.
when u r jealous, green
then when u r sad, u r blue =(
then when its boring... u r grey or dull
when u feel like theres no way out lifes a whole pitch black
and when its simple and peaceful, its white.
when u r in love, u r red. =) filled with love.
when u feel sweet, u r yellow MELLOW!
cherish it.
human beings are deep with feelings and true colours.
cherish ur life.
again and again as this passage can take me.
i gone through all sorts of things. well.
maybe i m small 13? duhh.
BUT. i gone thru a lot this whole year.
friendship. trust. sadness and all.

whole loads of em.
bt every minute i had those feelings. sad, happy? disapointment?
i really tasted the feeling and really know how does it feel... when u are happy, sad or wadever.
life really lets u noe a lot of things and went thru a lot. =)


but along this road. i have my frens wif me by myside.
and my family with me, shoulders set between us.
always together =)


LIFE IS A JOURNEY WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE AND ALONG, YOU WILL MEET PEOPLE WHICH WILL JOIN YOU THRU UR JOURNEY ;D


life is wonderful.
miracles happen
=)
trust me
=D

venetia with colours =)

wadever i can say in this spot, XD

hmm yesterday... was a raya holiday. since i m living in malaysia i have privileges of holidays coming from 3 kinds of races. CHINESE, MALAY and INDIANS.

so this week is a festive season of malays. which we called the RAYA holidays.

CLHS STUDENTS get to have the whole week off as we.... thr PCGHS. will only have 3 days off which started yesterday and all the way to next week. hey. i am not counting weekends. so all over, without weekends, its 3 days =D

and you noe? before raya...... raya is umm the whole balik kampung thing.

the ketupat for RAYA!! haha =DD

well right BEFORE that... there is a period when the malays gt to fast. PUASA, in other words.

they shudnt be eating things frm umm 7 in the morning, and praybefore they fast. the cant drink or eat until 7p.m. at the end of the day.

so............ our school has a whole number of teachers, who are malays. guess wad. my sejarah (history) teacher is a malay and she isnt coming for weeks... cuz its puasa season!

and some malays, they really have no strenght to fast, bt they shud fast, so they were absent from work.

i m a monitor, so my job is to look out for teachers who are absent and tell the good news for my classmates.

WOAH as i see the list of absence. there were 1- 12. and more than half of them were malays!

its easy to see whether they are malays or not. cuz. their names are long. ahah

EXAMPLE : aminah aini binti sulaiman

yea. its only an example. ppls who share the same name are not offended. ;x

haha

yea. back to my topic wad hapen yesterday/

i was thinking bout something

"shud i study?"

"hmm computer?"

"books? or pc?"

in the end... guess wad i did.

YUP. u're right.

DING DING!! hahaha

i went for computer. and mostly, no ppl online, so i posted a blog bout a day off wif my aud fren, FAYE. and i sat there chatting rubbish wif ppl i dont noe. and... i only touched lil bit of my books.

haha><

later. i slept. hahaha am i lame?

ahaha

bt it really was quite a good sleep. although i slept for 10 hours hahah oops. hahaha

i realylike sleeping ;x. bt i hated it when i was 4-9 years old.

i am lazier now. trust me.

omigosh, my lil brother jz farted! POLLUTION --!!

actually, hes quite cute. bt sometimes... REALLY DAMN ANNOYING.





he usually bullies me. he said its fun. bt we both realy have lots of things in common.
such as :
i am a leftie. SO IS HE.
i am happy and cute SO IS HE
i am a sunny person SO IS HE
i love jokes and make ppl happy. SO IS HE.
i love veggie SO IS HE
i love comedies and crzy mvies. SO IS HE
i love playing games wif keyboards. SO IS HE.
i love tom n jerry. SO IS HE
wow. i guess there are more,

gtg. bye peeps!
haha

do you have any stories wif siblings?
mind telling??

Faye ~

thats FAYE dancing. took it when she dunnoe O.O hahahhahahah

we went to the arcade right after we watched the movie Halloween. its so creepy!! >~<

a ROB ZOMBIE show. eww. qian faye pulled me to watch it. nahh its alright. bt we keep screaming. hahahaha

the ticket man was so steam!! haahhahaha

he was like " KAMU SURE HA?"

we : "YEA."

ticket: "bagi saya tengok IC kamu. ini 18 tahun ke atas"

we: (shocked) "OH."

then qian faye said "my mom allows us to watch. " lawl!

then she said agn" we're frm australia." with her aus accent. then the ticket man said "BENAR KE? KAMU SURE HA? INI 18 TAHUN KE ATAS."

then we say "YEA YEAYEA. " then he allow us!

>~<

sorry. i noe this is not good. bt once in a while!

XDDDDD

its fun. and worth it.

the movie was so damn scaryyy!! we were like the smallest audience among those teenagers. hhaahha they were looking at us when we went in

and we screamed the most.

AHHHHH!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
AHHHH!!

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!

AAAHHHHHH

YERRRR GELI!!

ARHHH

....=.=lll

haha

hmm this is the best shot i think. =P

thats me and qian faye. the one in the red shirt is ME. the one in the black (hot girl) is FAYE =)

took in toilet larhhsss so not that nice. blurrish.. ahhahaha

its really a sweet memory.

i later handed her my bracelet and called her to wear it nxt time we meet. =)

i will definately miss her.

love you, faye,

venetia.

other pics.

t bowl=)

with yumi . and chew ying.

cheeseee !!= DDDDD