Last day of 2008

2008
2008
2008
2008
2008
2008
2008

too much to say bout this year.
but too much happened, hah ;x
so dono wad to say here
but i wont miss it anyway , seriously.
sorry 2008 ><

pictures!

a contestant frm CLHS

lee zi thung, my idol in harmonica ! ><

got nervous, so i smile. IN SILLY WAY

yuwen help me do the mic thingy. i test mic.

that's me on the stage. ahha

that's my pianist, hui fang . haha

haha , me blow harmonica ~ haha

ozalis night concert.

got zi lian, so took this

hahahaha !

me and my brother. he's naked.

thought bout something

I thought bout something.
i hope it's good.

Hold your breath
Strap me in,
into this crazy rollercoaster love,
i know it's crazy but i just wanna be with---- u.

It going up,
it's going down,
i wonder why you're not beside me,

it's going down,
it's going up,
i saw you back at my rearview mirror.

So i jumped down,
I avoided the stares and shrieks people made,
I just looked up when i got down,
You said that's nuts
but i deny.
i just want you to know,

please strap me in to this rolling love .

belated post

Sorry! have to pass up my posts so 3 days after 25th.

hahs~

so how are your christmas?

i bet it's better than mine

i just went out wif my parents to gurney, then bought a baby milo t shirt!

haha

the fun part is only the baby milo and the bossini sale.

hmm nothing much to say.

well. this is my brother, taken in MNG. ahhaaa

he ki hiao.

LOL. so he's like coming out frm the clothes!

AHH

Merry Christmas and a happy new year ! ><

xmas party

that's my lil bro drinking pepsi. wuliao la me... ==

that's zhi hang on a CHAIR he's smsing his GF. hahahahaaahah then he knew i m snapping. ;x
still smsING......
aww he;'s GONE!! *no one on the chair*

omg why am i taking this? hahahaah that's SHINNYBOOBS.

her hair..... whoosh ~ haha tha't's SHINNYBOOBS

i said cheese. bt she freaked out. she's cute. zhi's sis. SHINNYBOOBS

thats me and my lil bro. cute huh?

anways, that's all i had a fun time. (:

jz that.

i discovered :

#1 zhi hang become more handsome

#2 zhi hang become more SLIM....

#3 zhi hang got more shy

hahaha

THE END.

hahaha

p/s i like bullyin' zhi hang =D

merry XMAS EVE !!

21st

it's the second day now.

well actually second day we have nothing much to say... coz i only compete in solo, quartret and the orchestra.

the solo and quatret are in the 1st day... so....... the orchestra is TODAY !

umm all the other things... bla bla..........

then before the orchestra starts at 3.15..... we all practiced and boo yeah .

after gettin ready..... we all seen the HEHS, CLBHS, CLHS and CDKHS eh orchestra....

we all have faith we can win in this.

oh yeah, our song----- FIDDLER ON THE ROOF.

umm it's a 1971 American film adaptation of the Broadway musical of the same name

i dont know how to describe, but with all the percussions, we did a great job....

move on to the winners concert.

when all our reuslts came out.

let's say my solo first.....luckily, no one got in the bronze category...everyone got into the silver and gold category...!! bahahahah bt i didnt expect me and xinying can win into the silver. i think xinying got 81.6... i think i got 83.1 guaaa... i dono!! bt all we got is only a... cert. haha but it's my FIRST YEAR!! haha then zhithung also got silver. and the YHHS guy got the gold (:

congrats everyone ~

okay here comes the sad part.......

our school has got outstanding results in orchestra... we got gold for the past 5 years.......

okay... umm the gold got by.... HEHS....

yea.... so...,lots of us cried..... me and some didnt cry.... well coz i think there's no reason to cry.

since we all DID OUR VERY BEST.

WE CAN SWEAR WE CAN GET OUR GOLD NEXT YEAR! RIGHT?!?! =)))

I COUNT ON YOU PCGHS!!

LOVE YOU !!<3

competition week.

that's the poster.

Competition :

20th, 21st december.

(it's a delay. coz u noe, connection+cable)

i really did took snaps. umm there will be delays for the pics to come.

so i will introduce my fellow frens first.

my quatret: smarter(LXY), yiyen, xiumin, ME!

that's me and smarter.

me, yiyen and smarter. sry there's no xiumin pics here. ;(

i am playing the chord.

>> it makes a CHA CHA sound. yea. =D

then xiu min plays the BASS.

yiyen and smarter are the 1ST AND 2ND. who usually uses the normal harmonica.

okay.

20th:

umm u chged into my black skirt and a white long sleeved plain blouse.

my mother planned on going, coz we all have to reach the komtar auditorium, by 7.30. so we all got up really early and my mom was. BLA BLA BLAing... ugh. she does that all the time. so . when i got there, i found my friends and we went up. we all got into our places .

the first competition was the BLUES HARMONICA. it's like... country folk thing.

then saw lots of great contestants. hah! then followed by.. tada !

SOLO !!!

they told us to get seated, all the solo contestants , so me and smarter, (we took part in it, yiyen and xiu min dont want to)

i was really nervous. i am the 6th contestant.... xinying was the 18th. the last one. boo. ok. umm. my senior, zhi thung, she did a great job. hah. she always do.

my dad got ready the camera and keep on snapping everyone., ugh. when it was the 5th's i knew my doom time is now arriving, SOON.

then my dad and my mom, ah, all my family members were like GO GO GO ! .... i mean they keep saying go... it wont work. IT WONT. trust me. now i finally noe the meaning,why i wished someone goodluck at the most important time, they dont smile. they frown.

here goes. the emcee said my name out and i took a step.

all my frens and seniors keep saying JIA YOU! I COUNT ON YOU. ugh. it wont work so i fake a smile and me and my pianist got up the stage.

we can test our mic first. we can. so i tested quite long and gave a signal to my pianist and started.

VIVA VIVALDI, huh.

then i go go go go..... got lots of notes mistakes.

ugh. i didnt plan on winning afterall. =)

phew then it was finally over. haha ~ then my senior all came up to me, huijing and yuwen.

huijing say i did a great job. i was like I DID?

=.=

haha

yuwen said VERY NICE. yiyen they all said the same thing too. so i made a squel.... which everyone turned around and looked at me. oopps. another embarassin'move.

when it was xinying's time i got excited and my hands, they got their BLOOD back. ahah so i m not freezing like hell anymore. ;S

xinying's song- VALSENTINO , really nice. i like it , and me and yiyen cheered on her. then when it's finished, she keep smiling like siao lang. hahaha. she's so cute. haha .

oh yea, then there are lots of schools competin'....

CLBHS(clhs in butterworth),

YHHS( frm kl. i heard they are really good),

CLHS,

PCGHS(MINE),

HEHS(hengee),

CDKHS(xiu dao yuan).

umm i got to meet my old pals frm CLBHS, ahah

xiu yi, yiyong, jianrong, yuhong, ming han(wo de ai ) ahahahhaha plus, i got to tell them i am cute. which is true. haahaha i am lovin' my self too much. (; but. it's not a crime waddd.... ahaha it was fun staying wif them.

NOW FOR MY QUATRET TIME.

the other groups... umm lemme see..... they were.. umm friendly? especially the CDKHS. umm i wasnt nervous when i was practicing before the competition wif eunice. bt when we are waiting for our turn, i AM. the song we're playing is PARADE OF THE WOODEN SOLDIERS.

da da rum da dum da da da da dum da da da da da da...~~

haha

go check it frm youtube.

well. yiyen's harmonica gone wrong, so we have to repeat all over again. then when we are finished, she sort of cried.... and ... umm wan xin got to tell the judges to let us retry. and we did. but i messed up.... coz me and xiumin and smarter are having a test mic. maybe yy was too .. umm focused and she started herself. and i didnt got the whole first bar right. and she got too fast in the chorus part, so all of us are being her echoes.

but at least, we give it a try. but i have to say, i really quite disappointed in her. but i noe it's not her fault. and. i always love u guys !

so nite time, there was this OZALIS NITE.

they did a great job, and let me know that, harmonica, really can create a beautiful melody =D

they even can beat box with the BASS!!! and chord!!

delays.

really sorry i didnt write anything in my blog.

got some ppl complaining =.=

great. connection problem.
okay. now i can start saying somethin.

i really did take snapshots

but. MY MOM LOST THE CABLE

ughhhhh

dont worry i'll go get a new one.

;x

so there will be loads of delays.

umm here are some snapshots by b2 frm the camp :

you can see more frm www.imperfectionperfect.blogspot.com

it's B2'S BLOG SPOT.

go there !!

me and chea yuen in the bus. when goin to butterfly farm.

the butterscotch me and wayne made. it's sweet, dude.


ad we made. it's not that nice as you think. =S

nt know b2 really uploaded this.

chea yuen took this i wasnt smiling. ;s

haha i so stim. want some water?
ish.

haha. laughing at wayne. I WAS B2!!

see that? say HI wayne! yea, that's wayne the one that i mentioned at the past few days

(:

yea thats me and wayne. actually i wasnt ready yet. so b2 jz clicked. haih. stim

hahahahhaa that's me , behind that is joyce.

i just smiled at b2. bt she took a snap. awww i look so cute

xDDDD

late 1 day ~

sorry for not posting yesterday night
coz quite tired practicing~
oh yea.
the camp ~

um morning, i reached sort of early for umm 10 minutes?
so all my frens are not there yet, only couple of jerks, and some other members frm the other group.
i think they are quite unfriendly though, i shoot them a smile,
they just sit still like a statue...
=.=
ugh.
so.....
umm
i feel like an insane person.
smiling at thin air.
=.=

after that i just fount out all my friends at the main office with miss josephine, (miss Jo)
ugh
i swear i will kill them. but i cant
HOW SAD !

anyways, when the bus came, i asked JO whether can i wait for b2 and wayne....
then she said it's the best if i go up to the bus, first.
but i sneaked out and try to wait them
then finally, i found them.
haha
then we're ready to go......
wayne got a CAP....
geez
why?
haha
he said it looks like a soldier
then me and b2 jz laugh off
poor wayne~

up in the bus we chat a lot....
then it bcoms dizzier when we gt to umm batu ferigghi !
oh yea! we are going to the

BUTTERFLY FARM

we passed teluk bahang and MAYBE we are in BALIK PULAU, where kuma chan lives !
haha
then i imagine him coming out frm the woods.
that's silly.
=.=
haha
omg i am talking a lot here !!

then wehn we r in the butterfly farm, we just saw lots of butterfly .... of coz...
they were flying EVERYWHERE
then this bossy DAO YOU call another girl to giive us a presentation bout insects.
icky caterpillars.
i never liked or NEVER WOULD LOVE THEM
then we played this game is to collect umm......
things on the list to make a mini ecosystem
2 tadpoles
2 fishes
mosses
umm soil
mini coconut tree
worms
small and big rocks
2butterflys
grasshopper
leaves
twigs
cat gecko
sun
snails

i think that's all

for ur info,
one of our fishes died...
and the grasshopper hopped to his gf.....
and the butterfly got out to find some HAPPINESS
so. we left wif only little things....
but at least WE ARE THE FIRST
hahaahaha

bt u noe wad we got? pens and erasers.... wrapped with butterfly paper.
great..

then we went on by our own....
the usual insects...
so so
bla bla bla bla ~
yea

after the butterfly thing....
we went back and have CHICKEN CHOP, fun ! ><
but i dono why cant finish it.
after that we went back to our room and played uno with umm kaijun they all
our so call NEIGHBOURS....
yea
haa
it was fun
ps. justiin is so chubbyy ! and cute~
i hugged him twice
aha

then teik wooi and the others joined, well he's quite funny
at least we all got a chance to communicate wif each other nt just competiting wif each other.,

the next part is the Bsweet cooking thing
we nid to cook salad, sandwich and make some butterscotch to go wif the ice cream
i do the butterscotch thing
it was cool and sweet wif the ice cream
haha
I MADE IT WITH WAYNE'S HELP
the poor fruit salad....
nobody can finish it...
so moh took it home for his dog...
=.-
poor doggy ! ;x


move on....
we played earth quake game
thats when moh came back.
(he din go to b.farm coz he sleep....)
yea
we are given a mat.....
we must all step on the mat and our feet musnt touch the floor
the tricky thing is.
the mat gets smaller when Jo says EARTHQUAKE. yea.
and we need to mime an insect....
to let our team members guess wad kind is it
it was really fun there
i love it there


then the last part is the spelling bee
there are some words i noe some i don noe bt wayne helped A LITTLE
]HAHAHAHA
and in the end, we need to correct the other group;s paper...
we sort of DECORATE THE ENEMY'S SHEET.....
hahaha
then when they see it

FU YOH

hahahaahahahahahahaha

the end

tomorrows the competition i think im okay.
don wanna tok much bout it
bye ~

late 1 day ~

Always smile (:

thanks wan xin , hui jing, hui fang and yuwen again
really thanks

without you guys dono now i ... cham le ma
haha
coz i no pianist and been scolded by mom
without u... dono now still crying ma ;xx

i noe i am weak.
>.<

anyways.

the camp.
kuma chan is nt going,
bt i still have fun though (:
coz i have whitney and wayne, moh and xin ying and other guys.

it's fun. xin ying brought HIS OTHER cousin, not becky. he's called JIA JEE.
i thought he's called YING XIN.
xD i think i m stupid
haha
there are lots happening
bt moh so stim 1.
haha
BEE CAMP
lols


me and wayne played this GAME....
well it's sort of fun

Me: are u hot, wayne?
W : no
Me: so are u cold?
W: no
Me: u hot?
W : no
Me: u cold?
W: no
(picture this is going on for 100 times?)

haha
it gets more exciting when i said it in a fast way when wayne freaks out
=D
whitney likes it too.

HAHAHAHA

then u remember that JERK?
LIM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
then we go bugging him and the only thing he noes how to defend himself is scolding us SHIT.

jesus.
(christ)

wayne's being the caveman or trex again
haha

(he played the role of a caveman last camp )

after the treasure hunt and all.
oh yea

TREASURE HUNT SCENE :
coz we all voted wayne the TEAM LEADER...
so wayne goes um running around (real fast, trust me , he is cute haha )
then he said "RUN SOLDIERS !"
haha
he likes.. umm military stuff
haha
cute isnt he ?
haha
Lols
one thing bout this camp is fun coz there's whitney and wayne inside.=DD

BACK.
i went to jammin senzation to visit my pianist, hui fang
everything is OKAY...
bt my chromatic spring dono why pop out....
jesus....
then we have to call Cheetion to help
yorr
wasted time
bt we did umm blend in together

Btw.
tomorrow we're umm goin to the butterfly farm for the camp.
and umm i will take pics ~

cant wait for tomorrow
WAYNE !!
I M COMING ~~@@@

Always smile (:

bad Harmonica

Bad Luck

12 hours to the camp which i longed for
and...
i dont think kuma chan is going
well
he promised me before he will
but
sometimes
i dont have much faith in him
but if i conetinur asking him whether is he going or not.
he will break out and loose control
oh well.
his mom .... is the main problem

now crossing my fingers ....

3 more days to competiton

my pianist didnt turn out well with my accompaniment..
so my senior said she couldnt find one fore me,
it's impossible to find one coz the competition is 3 days away.
Omigosh.
wad am i suppose to do now?
my coach says my only hope is jake's sister,
coz jake is playing the same song with me,
hmm
crossing my fingers too now...

so the camp, or the solo?

HuiJing !

Happy Birthday

h u i j i n g !!!

We all <3 you !

Today was FUN !
Super !
hahas
we went to celebrate jing's bdae at queensbay.
wan xin, me, xin ying, khai xin, jia ning, ming han, 3 guys dono who, yuwen. zi thung, xiu min, lemon go....
we kept a secret from jing hehehehe
but i blew it.
so sui

bt yuwen manage to umm cover it

paiseh !! ;xx
heh ~

then we went to sakae sushi,
first time goin there
we bought a chocolate cake for huijing,
actually is zi thung buy wan
rm 52!!
each ppl pay rm 3...
=.=
sakae sushi there pay um...... rm20.70
total for the 12 of us is
rm60 sumthin + rm95
= 150++
haih.
mine rm20.70
i eat the chicken dono wad, and the miso and the daifuku
hahahaa
my stomach almost burst bt i din
we also sang the umm birthday song in the restaurant
the manager like vry beh syok.
=.=
bt we dont mind anyway.

xin ying was like a bank or ATM for me and khai xin and yiyen
xinying brought rm50++
yiyen rm30 guaaa
khai xin rm 25 (rm5 for charity xD)
i... only rm 10....

so everything on her.
kelian ~

she even helped us pay the present.
we bought it from s&j

then later we just go round...
and

THE END


once again,
happy belated bdae huijing !

ps yea nid to keep secret frm you since last wednesday ;D

Embarassing ;x

Now, to think back what happened yesterday really was embarassing.



Geez. coz i got a solo, so my seniors suggest all those who took part in solo shud perform in front of everyone, including, juniors and seniors. so i was my turn. i keep say DON WAN DON WAN they forced me.

T^T

They forced me , so what could i say?
no?
yes?
ugh of course the NO.
but it's impossible for me to say so.

First, my harmonica is spoiled/ T^T
then i have to use my senior's instead.
which is hard to adapt,
coz it's a different brand from mine,
but i still need to practice?
It;s hard ,,,,
coz some of the notes are hard to blow.

Here i go....

DISGUSTING.
all those chicken, sounds,
killin,
slayin
sounds all came out.

everyone was... umm... sort of... annoyed?
ugh
i have to make a fake smile


Some of the seniors dun understand then keep commenting
MY WAY OF PRACTICE.
haih.
sad.
i couldnt go and explain everything?
of course i kept quiet.

I thought bout giving up,
but my quatret members called me dont
annd my senior too,
thanks.,
huijing, yiyen, smarter, yuwen.

love you guys (:

want me to kiss u guys ma?
haha
i am sure u are saying no now.
xD

The universe and me

Some secrets need to be understood,
but i think that this secret should be buried forever.

the hope that is planted deep inside,
the warmth in ur palms,
is all gone with the wind.

Into the sun, and into the moon, and all the way to the universe.
You dont have to know how.

Until it turns into pieces and pieces of dust,
You cant see it.
But you can feel it.

All the worries and sins and tragedies,
Were always hidden right before you can see it,
But there's one place,

In my h e a r t .
_____________________________________

your call

Heard this new song . well it may not be NEW.

but it;s a pretty cool thing to me (:

Y O U R C A L L
Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meetLike when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonightStripped and polished,
I am new,
I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonightAnd I'm tired of being all alone, And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have

___________________________________________________________

weeks and weeks of boredom

SORRY ! these days my internet dono why got problem. ;x
useless cable. have to use msn old version thru pc. not laptop. T^T

well this holiday only gives me more and more surprises
not good ones. ;x
the competition is coming soon. this saturday and sunday.
thanks to cheetion. hehe . and i finally managed to nail my quatret.

haha , will attent camp before the competition to relax myself.
you can call me bold, but i am enjoying myself (:

Time

Argh ! i wasted so many time on kuma chan!!

i even forgotten there's a competition waiting for me.

20, 21 december.

OMIGOSH ! it's coming.

but, dont worry. i got a plan waiting for me !! heh heh !!!

i was just, too focused on kuma chan. hmm.

i did practice everyday !

sheesh. bracies =D

my mom took me to do braces !!!

the posters are showing people with braces, smiling like crazy.

NOT cool, dude.

Lolii desu ~

Feeling sweet and scrumptious inside.

the uncomfortable feeling is gone.

Feeling like a no.1 in your heart <3

_______________________________________

The Holidays

Hoo hoo !!

mom says i can finally learn music !!

YAY !

this means a lot to me !!

i failed my grade 1... (yea i noe it is embarassing) during 5.

so. i quit music at 5.

but because as time passes and i grew up and i heard lots and lots of nice music. and i think they can be better wif piano.

so i planned my holiday to be the PERFECT MUSIC hols.

and guess wad? it finally happened.

=DD

Mom was.... well. quite strict. but i can get over it,

I can learn guitar too !!

FENDER !! woahhh !!!! *0*

Looks

Looks, are important to everyone.
Including to me.
It means a lot to me
I can't accept people saying that i m ugly?
LOL.
Well. coz i really ... really had a expectation on my looks.
People say i m pretty or cute or wadever.
but because of someone saying i m ugly.
my mood turned UPSIDE DOWN and cant really get back to
HAPPY MODE again.
I wonder why.

After that, a friend told me,

As long as we are not RETARTED people.
SO although i may look ugly, but. ican cherish life.
i CAN.

=) i learnt something valuable today, thanks, VANICE.

with love,
rockstar yee
______________________________________

It's raining and raining

R.A.I.N
it feels insecure when it's raining.
it feels like the heavenly gods are crying over something tragic.
the feeling of a rain gives me happiness, but i heard that most
DRAMAS, happens during rains.
there will always be a rainbow after the rain.

wonder why it's called RAINBOW?
coz. it has 7 ALPHABETS.... which is according to the 7 colours in the rainbow.
i think each color signifies each special and unique meanings.

Yesterday, i dreamt a special dream.
it's a dream about FINDING THE SPECIAL RAINBOW.
and. i dreamt i found a big FLAGGING SPLASHING rainbow.
it's so UNIQUE.
it keeps flashing in my mind.

then i know why God gave me this dream.
God wants me to know, there's always a DIM LIGHT at the end of every depression.

i chase my dreams,
i faced enough fear,
i suffered enough pain,
i cherished a lot and more to cherish,
i smiled,
i cried,
i dodged....

my journey, starts here.


with love,
rockstar yee.

playing stupid is the best idea

I am not stupid
I dont' understand what are you saying
any ideas?

Surprises come when u LEAST expect them to.
but when,., u really expect them to come, the tend to give u ... disappointing smiles.

:(

Far AWAY FROM HOME - groove coverage

hey i found this cool song.

I'm loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so....
I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.
In my dreams I am not so far away from home,
What am I in a world so far away from home,
All my life all the time so far away from home,
Without you I will be so far away from home.
If we could make it through the darkest Night we'd have a brighter day.
the world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.
I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find its time.
I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine.
home,Without you I will be so far away from home....

It's called FAR AWAY FROM HOME frm GROOVE COVERAGE.
if u want the song, u can email me.
venetiawong@hotmail.com

with love,
rockstar. yee

question

Hey
holidays are still so boring.
i hate it to be so boring,
well.
guess what.
the person i like actually... gave me a hint?
well i m not sure whether ... does he like me?
that's always a question i cant answer. everything is usual today.
my mom forced me to clean up my wadrobe, which is filled with
shirts, tubes, singlets, socks, and etc etc.
*you know wad*
i dont know. but i can feel the stars shining and i am crazy enough to miss u !


to all bloggers out there ,

how does it feel to be in love??
i dont know.

with love,

rockstar yee. venetia.

Silence.

I dont really want to receive anything from you.

Including the gift.

The gift that makes me wanna think bout things i 've lost.

I knew once something is LOST, will never be gain back anymore.

I dont want to make something terrible like this.

I wonder.

On the Ride

We don't have to try
To think the same thoughts
We just have a way
Of knowing everything's gonna be ok
We'll laugh 'til we cry
Read each others minds
Live with a smile
Make it all worthwhile
Make it all worthwhile
Life has moments hard to describe
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on
Always knowing we're gonna be fine
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain were on
The feeling so clear
And it's crazy up here
Life is amazing with you on the ride
We don't wanna sleep
Just wanna stay up
There's so much to say
And not enough hours in the day

Tired Day

WALAU EH

muahahahhahahahahaha

Anyways, today really is a busy busy day.

coz i work for the SPBT CLUB.

um, SPBT means. books la

haha

i dunno how to explain in the looooong malay word.

At first, i wonder why i joined this club.

well. i thought its just an additional club to my fellow clubs i joined so, i simply signed up.

WHO KNOWS.

It's actually tiring, seriuosly. but we managed to work it all out.

PLUS, the books are so... HUGE AND LOTS OF THEM !!

If i am not mistaken, 156 per subject.

and we got 11 subs !!

156 x 11 = disaster for 6 people.

(you go do the counting ) psps ;x

Me, and my friends, chea yuen, yan qing, and some i forgotten their names were

SHOCKED to see >>>>>>>>>

WELL. NOT THAT MUCH

but. it's quite a half of that.

haha. shocked huh??

hmm hmm we GIRLS could actually do something like that.

U know, chea yuen sweated alot than the 6 of us !

we were like taking books like maniacs. each pile could weigh up a..... 5 kg?

to make work a LOT EASIER .... we tried a lot of ideas

1. each person take 2 piles. (10kg) my hand !

2. stand in a row by row.... pass down the books in a "systematic" way

3. put a big big long wood to let the books slide down

Idea 3 could have worked. and less ppl will sweat. but we all got sweat. and the WOOD..... is not long and steady enough. TT^TT

from 4.30----- 6.30 imagine that !

but we couldnt manage to do that all by OURSELVES.

Miss LiLi Lim called upon the STUDENT BODY to help us all.

SO, in the end, we were like standing in book heaven with lots of people helping us along. haha thanks !! K1I !!!

hahah without them. i m still in school helping the books.

with those ppl helping, we work more faster

=DDD CHEESE !! thanks guys !!!

funny feeling

TESTS ARE GONE !
GONE !
GONE !
GONE !

xxx: not over.

yea. i noe. it's not over FOREVER
'
Although its over. But i think it's SUPER BORING these days. i cant do anything at home,

besides, MSN.... FRIENDSTER (deleted) BLOGGER.....
i noe there are videos out there.
bt i couldnt possibly stick to the comp all the TIME

Lately, i've been watching this new anime- shugo chara.
well. its' hilarious.
hahahaha

GAG !

but. THIS IS NOT WHAT I PLANNED FOR THE HOLIDAY !

Remember my 2nd post??
lalala future ahead?

inside that post, i am really happy haiving someting fun.
but. not now.

well. my results are worse than before.

but dont worry. i am still happy =))

月亮

自古以来。
人人常常都会对着月亮想起自己的事情。。。
有些想起了家庭，
有些想起了自己的人生成就。。。
有些就想起了自己的情人。
所以。从以前到现在，月亮里面藏着了。。。
很多很多人的感情。。。
所以我觉得的。 月亮是。。。 一个美丽的圆形的心形。

day 1 day 2

its been 2 days the test moved on...
and everythings normal.
normal typical day.
no aliens flying down to hit the universe


DAY 1
and thank god i knew how to do Literature. thank god.
coz our form teacher was like keep repeating the tip which she thinks will come out.
but she kept on repeating.
so .. its not just guessing right?

so i listened to her.
GUESS WHAT
HER GUESS WAS WRONG.


goodness and the other teacher was right.
and i think that teacher wasnt speaking the truth and chosed to believe my own literature teacher.
but, hopeless...
nah i dont care now.
as long as i m happy !! =))))

AND SCIENCE.
the subject i am confident in.
paper one. i m okay with it. (objective 30 qs)
and paper 2. will be a problem,
i hate it.
i dont know the whole quest. and lost 6 marks.,
geez
and the additional 2-4 marks... then i lost 10 !
1o!
u noe 10 is a great number@!

~!@#$$$%&*^(&^*()*((&^%$@!@#$^%&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. Chinese paper one was okay.


day2 (today)

BM paper 2 is to write about malay essays.
okay la.
but it has 4 parts.
geez
so many.,
my palm got blue ink stuck to it.
ugh it happenss all the time. =S
hate it
but thats the way i write things.

scond day also same la.
nothingtypical

bye.

wad to say....

hey guys. its me again.
rockstar yee.
i've not been blogging these days, cuz... maybe i am too lazy to wrtie something.
lately, i am happy again
hah! no more sulky days

plus. i am having a flu now.
grr.
hated it.
i had sore throat too, so i need to drink RAISIN WATER.
but it's ... bittersweet?
i love chewing the raisins, cuz its soft and sweet
hee~
anyways. yoohoo holiday for me !
friday (today) no hols coz it's graduation day.

monday deepavali
yahoo to indians!

so i got two days off plus staruday and sunday.
i got more time to sleep
and of course, i have time to study for my test !

yahoo!

><

Empty

We're empty. it's all gone.
i am not sure whether will she forgive me a not,
but i really do wish she can feel how i feel inside.
i mean.

how i really think about her.

the one inside.

maybe we're not meant for each other to be friends, right in the beginning,\

please, if you are reading this. i hope you can think about the memories we shared.
singing miley's songs... saying cold jokes and the phineas and ferb thing.

it really cheer me up

although i didnt talk to you now, and i am realy happy with the others, but i m still missing something.
you.


it was you.

i realy need to be strong somehow. so i need to get on my life somehow
anyways

a toast to us =)

lousy lousy ;x

great. guess wad?
i had a fight with my friend.
it's not a snathcing apple fight. it's a big one.
BIG HUGE MASSIVE. etc etc.
bt i noe everything was my fault.
cuz.... wad i have in my mind was. that she's a B plus friend. bt to think it carefully. i think she's a really good friend.
well. she really cares bout me . when i m sick and away from school, she's the one who keeps my books and calls me during the night to see whether am i alright or not.
she's really an ideal friend in my state of mind.
bt. i dont know why i reacted CHILDHISHLY, in front of her and to think about it.
i feel so stupid and useless?
so i apologized to her, noticing i was wrong.
she forgive me =D
this is not the important part.
wads happening next is only hollywood E true story.
cuz i am mad at her, and i told smthing naughty to friend A.
who knows, friend A got mad at me for some.... unlikely reasons, and told my fren.
my fren got all..... pissed off, and got mad at me.
this is big time mad. not that OH, I M MAD. not that kiind, she really is mad.

i dont even realise that until.... my other good fren, B told me that. friend A also told me that thru Msn. i was.......
SHOCKED.
really really shocked in front of the monitor.
i was. i really was ... yea. shocked.

that time, i feel so,..... empty.
it's like i lost friend A and my fren.
it's like i m unwanted.
a lousy shit. a garbage of wadever.

by that time, i called friend B... and cried eveything out.
B called me to calm down bt i cant i cant.
i just cant.
how could u calm down when someone important to you is leaving you behind?

i cried a whole lot out of my sockets.
its painful and my eyes are red and big now.
;(
anyway..... i called her and sms her lots of times.
bt she didnt answer.
she blocked me in msn.
so i am too desperate.
B tried to convince her to have a talk on a phone with me.
bt my fren was too mad and aint talkin to me.


at last. i knew if i am not geting back wif her right now.
i wont be sleeping tonight.
same as the following night, and another. and the other night.

then my dad saw me criying and asked me what happened.
i explianed it all to him.
so thats why he used his hp and call her and told her wad happened.
i explained to her and she forgive me.
=D
i still thought she wont forgive me.
i have to admit.
i said lots of hurtful words bout her. lots and nasty words.
i am a sore loser.
i dont deserve friends when i knew how bad was i.
i was the lousy cheese behind the row .



bt who knows?
she forgived me.
and..... i was really really happy and glad i didnt commit suicide in the room just now.
guess, things just turn out in a good way??

i learnt my lesson.

i really did.

sorry.
things like that wont happen again,

your friend.
venetia.